petua gigit kasut.. old saying

 

there was this old saying that mentioned.. "bite your new shoes.. so that the new pair won't bite you"... hmmm...dare to ? dare not?... me.. i will say no to that..

I have experienced this so many time with my new pair of heels.. i definately will have blisters on the first or second day i wore the shoes.. blame myself for not choosing the right design and the right fit? if i go another size up.. longgar dan besar! so i think i have choosen the right size...

 

 

 

it happened again during these 2 3 days.. i bought new pairs of heels recently. thanks to en Shahir... kind enough to pay for the heels.

 

so what i need to do.. is to cover my feet with band-aid or simply apply cotton and stick it with a tape.. :(

after i did some google search.. i think i'm going to rub talcum powder or candle on the rough area that bites me..and i will rub clean the sewing lines and edges dengan kain kasar.. hope this will work..  :(

 

 

i wont give up... Jason Mraz

i've been in love with this song for almost 3 months already... there's no one day i will not listen to this.. the song is so VERY beautiful.. you can hear that the song and lyric really simple.. but the emotion is sooooo true. just have a hear on the first 30sec guitar..owh..

it really touches my heart and warm my soul.. the message is uplifting and encouraging...

the song reflected the life i'm going thru.. my lovely family, husband and kids.. it motivates me to look into the brighter side of something we always called negative.. do not to easily give up... give chances and some room to people around you... let them make mistake and give them opportunity to learn thru their mistake... guide them..
 

me myself have to let myself make mistake.. we are no perfect creature.. but we have to be sincere.. love our family, husband and kids sincerely.. always stay together and support each other... it will always the wife to support the husband.. and will always the parents to support their kids... this song brings it all back to what is important... 

 

i "am" strong...

me..?! nampak jer kurus kering... nampak jer perempuan... but i'm strong ok !! yes..all mothers out there... we "are" strong. definitely yes we are!

 

just imagine..we.. the mothers.. on saturday we woke up at 8am.. our 1 yo boy cried.. requested to change his diapers... atau lebih hebat.. dia poo in the morning... alhamdulillah.. dia poo.. so we the happy mothers carried the 10 kilos boy to the toilet... at the same time.. the 4 yo sister also woke up already... ran to the toilet to "help" us... di situ sajer perang mulut already started... we finished cleaning up the boy.   smile  :)

 

its time to feed them then.. at around 8:30am.. we opened the nestum can.. 2 spoon full added with 2 farley biscuits, mix with hot and cold water... the boy started crying seeing that mum was so slow... "me, hungry....why mummy so slow motion".... then we feed the boy. he was happy.. really happy. and the 4 yo sister... craving for roti bakar and milo... she cant wait to be late even a minute... we ran and toasted the bread with butter and jam.. suddenly that day "i dont want jam" day.. . then we toasted new one... if only i could telan telan budak bertuah ni...

 

we left the fulled stomach kiddos.. their next agenda to bring out their toys then.. we let them be... our next task.. keluar udang, keluar cili boh, sayur hijau... mee goreng.. the father will wake up soon.. the mother also hungry lorr.... in either way... we also want to eat. so goreng goreng.... we boiled water.. and there they are... mee goreng and coffee on the table...  :)  mantap! the clock rang 10 times.. sudah jam 10am..

we heard the sound of shower from upstairs... soon the father will come down for breakfast.. the mother will dare not eat before him.. so while waiting we quickly grab the laundry baskets upstairs and ran down for laundry.. laundry nowadays is all at your finger tips.. push the buttons... pour in the detergen and softener..there you go... 40minutes.. done!now lets enjoy our mee goreng.. and kopi black before we hang our laundry under the sun... owh ?! the kids? barang mainan bersepah dah satu rumah... just ignored. mee goreng lagi sodap!

finished mee goreng.. we have dishes..ha ha !  the mother dare not leaving everything in the sink and have to take an hour to clear everything later.. so most of the time, the mother will do it on the spot.  then we heards the kids started to feel uneasy..because they need shower.. so kiddos... jom shower ! they would carry together all of their toys to the bathroom.. i really mean..ALL. and we can heard the 4 yo sister will asked the mother.. "what do you prefer mummy? teh tarik? milo? let me do it for you.." the mother will always answer milo... and the 4 yo sister will start with other questions.. and load of questions.. then the mother will answer... "cepatla mandi!!!" the tone?! definitely angry tone! the shower session minimum will take 20 minutes... when we get out of the bathroom.. we can see "what to cook for tengahari ?" at the clock already...

itu baru suku hari...........................................................................

see..i have to be strong.. we have to! we will always have other support InsyaAllah... my husband.. my mother and the 4 yo sister... they were and are always there to support... thanks.
 

Farewell gift - pokok hijau..

 

kawan datang dan pergi.. kawan baik, lama dah pergi... tak sempat nak bagi apaper yang special pon. yesterday, another two of miyazu members bid farewell and we had simple farewell luncheon just rite after the zohor tazkirah...

 

we are preparing ourself to see more of us to go and say good bye... the operations needs may require all staff to move to tg malim.. and to my surprise this will be happening as early as dec 12... adoimak! me ?! mentally not prepared... physically no energy at all... i tried to look on the brighter side, thingking as opportunity to have less congested life and to keep back our RM saving... tapi.. i had to admit, en Shahir did have a point... the yearly increment...duuhhh...tooo pathetic...!! how to survive with 2 kiddos.. i have to update my cv la lagu ni...haihhh...

 

 

 

 

 

ladies tak ramai kat office ni.. when k.syikin decided to leave..aaa.. hilang lagi ladies di sini.. a very good sister, good mother, good senior staff.. i love hearing stories about her kids and mine. we are not that far.. putra height dekat jer... janji will go and meet her once in a while...

tak tau nak bagi apa... so i juat ran to anjung merah nursery, dekat usj belakang nih.. cari pokok yang simple... modal?! tak byk pon... total tak sampai 50ringgit.... selamat menjadi suri rumah sepenuh masa k.syikin....